The Bentleys

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Thoughts

Well the whole contact thing is a bust. I suppose I will wear glasses until I am rich enough to get lasik surgery :)

bye-bye you torture devices

Diet wise I feel good and not deprived, therefore school should be on the upside right?

Wrong!

I have the day off tomorrow and have big plans for studying! (although Blair doesn't have class in the morning so we will see how much actually gets done)

Blair had a root canal today... my poor boy, first gout (from the diet) then a huge pain in the mouth.

I on the other had have been having mouth pain since I got my "small" cavities filled about two months ago. They didn't hurt to begin with! ARGH I hate the dentist

Work it going good, I got bumped to full time but the sad thing is... I can't keep it up :( I am excited to get full time one day. Although it is nice to get a couple more days off than everyone else.

I LOVE Halloween, I bought a pumpkin today and decorated Blair's window with decals. Fall is so awesome I just wish it lasted more than a month.

A few food things i'm thankful for... Eggs, carb master yogurt, cottage cheese, low carb tortillas, pork, and ranch dressing.

Besides that I am thankful for my man. He loves me no matter how many mood swings I have.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Emotions...

Well it was a good day, exceptional even. I went to the eye doctor who was so completely awesome!

I might even get to wear contacts again :)

I had a great performance review with my boss, I stressed about nothing. (typical Dani)

I took my re take test yesterday and got a freaking 96% I just needed to use all my resources, darn it.

Then all my excitement came to a crashing end. Its crazy how one person's comments can ruin the whole day.

I can't decide if it motivates me to do better or to just quit now. I am just so frustrated, I feel like a failure.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Obsession

I am officially OBSESSED with food, the thought of it just consumes me right now. I technically could end my diet today but due to recent weight loss I am continuing until I reach another plateau, this is bad because ALL I think about is how much better my life will be once I get to eat normal again. School has definitely taken a hit.

I find it so hard to concentrate on my school assignments when I am so focused on what I can eat and when. I doubt this is healthy but I really would like to be skinny again, besides I might one day have a wedding and I want to look good for that ;) I just hope I can pass this semester :S.

I have so much to do but I have been procrastinating so badly! I even got a 74% on my first test (I have to get 80% on all my tests just to stay in the program) Thank goodness for re-takes! (I only get 2 per course)

I have been looking at this website non-stop its foodgawker.com Seriously this is food porn for those people on a diet so I would be careful if I were you. I just want to bake non-stop.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Diet

I sure do wish it was as easy to get skinny as it was to get fat!!!

This is what I want right now:

Seriously, if you have not had one of these put it on your to-do list!

There is a reason that the word DIET that the first three letters are DIE

I am having an apple day and am kinda pissy about it-

I hit a plateau in my weight loss so I get 6 apples today, yup thats it! Well and water of course.

I have been so moody lately and I was having a terrible day but my awesome boyfriend bought me a rose and a stuffed animal to make my day better! He is seriously the best!