Fast Forward...

Wow can I just say how fast this year is going by?

In three weeks (april 15th) Blair and I will celebrate our two years of dating.

In five weeks the semester will be over and I can relax and enjoy and summer break for once in my college experience, not that i'll be doing anything fun or exciting but maybe I'll get that tan I've ALWAYS wanted.

I will be 21 in about 3 months, and I am not really excited about it. Which is weird because I have always looked forward to my birthdays, maybe it comes with age or maybe I just have nothing to look forward to.

I think I need something to be excited about, maybe i'll plan a trip some where. Just for myself since blair has absolutely no time to get away, which truly sucks... its ok because he has more fun doing what he does than being any where else. which makes me a little depressed not going to lie.

Once august rolls around I will be exactly one year from graduation! It will be nice to get paid a little more. Hopefully by then I can get more hours too. :) I'll just be rolling in the dough.

I need to find something to make me smile more. lately i've been kinda a downer, guess everyone goes through phases but I just feel so stressed out and I know I shouldn't. Good thing I have good friends and family.