Emotions...

Well it was a good day, exceptional even. I went to the eye doctor who was so completely awesome!

I might even get to wear contacts again :)

I had a great performance review with my boss, I stressed about nothing. (typical Dani)

I took my re take test yesterday and got a freaking 96% I just needed to use all my resources, darn it.

Then all my excitement came to a crashing end. Its crazy how one person's comments can ruin the whole day.

I can't decide if it motivates me to do better or to just quit now. I am just so frustrated, I feel like a failure.

 

Obsession

I am officially OBSESSED with food, the thought of it just consumes me right now. I technically could end my diet today but due to recent weight loss I am continuing until I reach another plateau, this is bad because ALL I think about is how much better my life will be once I get to eat normal again. School has definitely taken a hit.

I find it so hard to concentrate on my school assignments when I am so focused on what I can eat and when. I doubt this is healthy but I really would like to be skinny again, besides I might one day have a wedding and I want to look good for that ;) I just hope I can pass this semester :S.

I have so much to do but I have been procrastinating so badly! I even got a 74% on my first test (I have to get 80% on all my tests just to stay in the program) Thank goodness for re-takes! (I only get 2 per course)

I have been looking at this website non-stop its foodgawker.com Seriously this is food porn for those people on a diet so I would be careful if I were you. I just want to bake non-stop.

Diet

I sure do wish it was as easy to get skinny as it was to get fat!!!

This is what I want right now:

Seriously, if you have not had one of these put it on your to-do list!

There is a reason that the word DIET that the first three letters are DIE

I am having an apple day and am kinda pissy about it-


I hit a plateau in my weight loss so I get 6 apples today, yup thats it! Well and water of course.

I have been so moody lately and I was having a terrible day but my awesome boyfriend bought me a rose and a stuffed animal to make my day better! He is seriously the best!

Weight loss take 2

"nothing tastes as good as skinny feels" -- Kate Moss

This time it is easier because Blair is doing it too! :)

After we both lose about twenty more pounds we are going to get pictures taken!

So far we have both lost a good amount, Blair is down 12 and I am down 7.

about 5 weeks left on this diet, we can do it!!!

The rest... hopefully

Skagway, shopping

Blair and the moose

Mad out of whale bone

lake water glacier 

one mile long

closer

even closer. look how blue

us

alaskan sunbathing

boys again

blair surprised me with this bracelet. he is a sweet heart

Hap and Breyde

Fishing in Ketchiken Alaska

Blair being the captain :)

Me and my fishy. He was the biggest catch of the day

oh they tasted so good

bald eagles all over

cute

from tv's Deadliest Catch the TIME BANDIT, kinda little

looking good

us too

the cool picture mark bought

Castle in Victoria Canada

our boat is on the left. Victoria is amazing.

Thats all folks

Part Three... all about Juneau

Fur underwear anyone?

This is in Tongrass National Park, where we went Kayaking

Before our adventure

Blair and our guide Gabe hauling the boats for the ladies

Perfect Cabin :) so Beautiful there

Half way spot. It was called boyscout island cuz the boy scouts drop crap pots out there!

seaweed and muscles

beautiful, notice the weather is getting bad.

this fun island

He is working hard! ha I really did paddle too

baby eagle...

found blair some muscles

Pretty right?

love it!

After, we are soaked!

Best crab ever! Tracy's crab shack

the shack

crab pots!

stay tuned folks

Alaska part 2

continued from the previous post... sorry it took so long.

There was a great cafe down the hall from our room! Yummy!

We were really close to the plaza as well. It was the main part of the ship

Happy and Ken. We love you guys!

Sam and Chris from Reno, it was awesome to see them!

This is our room plate :) so great

FOOD! we loved it!

Movies under the stars... It was cold in alaska believe it or not!

Adult pool only. We only swam once, shocking I know

Formal night, he is such a stud

precious

Brenda, we love you too!

Ken, Happy, Brenda, Mark, Sam, and Chris

Breyde, Cheri, Dena, Paul and Blair!

The boys suited up!

Ya we looked good.

Champagne Fountain

The three who tried the caviar

Guess there will be another post. Hang on there guys ;)