The plan

This wasn't the plan... and by the plan I mean the goals and dreams we shared for almost 3 years. I've had to make new plans and keep on moving forward by myself, given I've had help from friends and family. 

My new plans aren't straight forward or steady, they are different and that scares me. I see a lot of people in my life moving forward and starting their life with their significant others and I feel envy and regret but its not enough to give me a reason to go back to what we had, having my heart dragged through the mess of it. 

I should be focusing 100% on my new relationship, he deserves the best from me. When I'm with him I don't even think about the past, it's amazing. The downside I can't be with him all the time. Those happy memories eat at me, I try to focus on the bad in our relationship but it doesn't compete with the good. It'd be nice if I could forget how I felt about you but that is not really an option. 

So lets hear it from you guys... any advice?