Two months

I guess its been over two months but better late than never.

I don't have a lot to say about the past except when I saw him driving the other day I was filled with a burning feeling in my stomach. Maybe this is rage or hate, I just know I didn't like it. I still miss my best friend but I am seeing past the surface of the past and realizing I'm happier now than I was. so YAY go me!!

New thoughts -

Its nice to have someone call me beautiful, and care about me ;)

I want to be independent, this is causing me grief.

I will have my own kitchen one day and everything will be exactly where I want!

I need to work harder for bikini season (no more cheat days!)

School is almost done and I seriously have senioritis

I have the best family and friends, this summer is going to be the best ever!

I am excited to get out and do more things with those people

I got more back on my taxes than I originally thought!

I made it to salt lake in one piece even though it was raining

My mom is my best friend, she is goofy just like me.

I AM funny and humble ;)

I really like who I am, and not so much who I was for the past 2 years.

Sleeping in a king bed by myself is awesome! I will have one of my own one day.

I really would be scared to be married with children right now, even though I'd be the perfect wife... I am happy where I'm at for now.

I am living in the moment, what could have happened and what will happen are just not as satisfying.

I miss his family but talking to them just opens those wounds.

I am stronger for this, but also scared of opening myself back up... there are walls there and it will take a while to break them down. Good thing Kyle is wonderful and patient.

Till next time!