It happened

Well I finally ran into my ex...

I know that this may just seem to drag on and on all my sad sob story tales but this might just give me a little more closure about the whole situation...

Jaimee and Jer decided we needed to have sushi for dinner so we went to Ninja and guess who walks in? Yup my ex and his sister. (well yesterday I ran into him at walmart) There really isn't way for us not to acknowledge each other at this point and his sister came and gave me a hug so he did as well. He said "I hope your doing ok" and they went to sit down. I had a small little break to the bathroom where I cried for a bit. But after that I came back and had a great dinner.

After dinner I went and talked to his sister and him for a little while and I held it together pretty well. Even if I do say myself, jaimee says so too. I feel less afraid of running into him at functions like water polo games and stuff. He is still the same guy, I think since the break up I put him up on a pedestal which is stupid. My memories of him seem less scary and more realistic.

All and all I feel good about what happened. He missed out on a great thing and I missed out some what too but he definitely had the greater loss. I dunno why I still feel sorrow for leaving him when I have the greatest boyfriend :) I have to get over the past and on to the future...