Life

some thoughts

He may not give me butterflies but he doesn't make me cry, and would do anything to make me happy.

A place is only as good as the people in it. I have always been blessed with amazing people in my life. Yes that means the past and present.

I'm starting to really love the way my body looks and my personality is shining through.

I have absolutely no idea who reads this blog, if you're out there I hope you find it interesting.

I want to be friends with my ex so badly but I don't know if I can just stop at that or what my new boyfriend would think about me staying friends.

I am getting my senior pictures taken on Tuesday :) I have made it so far in my life, overcome things I never thought possible. I feel strong and happy. Hopefully these pictures show just that!

I graduate in a month! Well actually I walk in a month and graduate at the end of the summer semester. I can't believe its already here. I am going to have some great people there cheering me on and some people I wished were there but it'll be worth it either way.

I sincerely hope Blair didn't lie to me just to tell me things I wanted to hear, and that he has a hold up against marriage. I say this because if he was lying to me the whole time about wanted to be with me forever I can't have faith in any of my future relationships.

Its so different in my new relationship, maybe it was like this in the beginning with my ex but I know Kyle would do absolutely anything to make me happy and towards the end of my past relationship it was more me making him happy. Maybe I didn't try hard enough but things will be better now.