Monday, April 4, 2011

for a minute there...

I was seriously depressed, last night after work I fell asleep at five thirty to eight then I went to bed at 9:30 for the night, this morning I didn't want to get out of bed. It might be that I have no idea where my life is headed!

I know I will graduate and get my own place. But this is all that I know, when I was in my last relationship I knew what my future was going to be... now I just don't.

I can't believe that there is only one person out there for each of us but its hard to know I can be THAT happy again. Maybe that is the problem, I don't know what will make me happy?

I don't know how to handle the pressure, so many people my age are married. Part of me says to move out of Utah so the pressure of everyone asking "when are you going to get married?" will stop.

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