Why is it that looking into the future always digs up the past? I have spent way to much time lately dealing with old memories that I had thought were behind me... I don't know that they will ever go away or that I will know for sure I did the right thing.
I don't know what the right thing is after I graduate or who the right person is or if I will find that person. Right now all I know is that I DON'T KNOW, but that isn't a good answer for me.
Here is a quote about love that I think is perfect;
"We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love."
I had a mutual weirdness with someone and it was so easy, I want to feel like that again, but I don't :(
I love that quote because it isn't religion based but still absolutely true, don't get me wrong the church is amazing but to find something so true is great.
Speaking of the church, general conference was this last weekend and I'll admit I didn't listen to it, I was at work all weekend. But from the sound of it they are pushing marriage, not hanging out. Also if you are thinking about marriage you should "just do it" I am not even close to thinking about marriage and already feel pressure to get that way. I am only 21!! I thought I had found my perfect match but I guess not. I shouldn't have to feel like it's required to be married by now!
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