Monday, January 3, 2011

Empty

I never knew I could feel so lonely... so empty. I know my blog will just be whining for a little bit but this is my only outlet and he won't read it. So to the few of you who read this blog my suggestion is to ignore it for the next 3-5 months. Again sorry.

I feel like i'm just going through the motions, it feels dangerous for me to drive because my head just isn't in it.

All I have wanted to do is call and see how he is doing, ask him if he still misses me and wants me back. I would do anything to have him hug me again. I seriously can't take this anymore! I miss you Blair Bentley. My family has been more than helpful but still there isn't a cure for heartbreak.

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