Saturday, January 1, 2011

Missing you...

Recently I broke up with my boyfriend of 2 1/2 years. He was the world to me, still is in fact. The thing is; I wanted to be married and he didn't. Thats the gist of it.

I feel like I can't breath most of the time, that the part of me that gave me breathe is missing. It is so hard to keep going on with half of me missing, I crave his touch and love more than anything. If you are reading this Blair I will always love you.

In the end I hope this is worth it, but right now if he said "come back" I wouldn't hesitate. I'd be with him till the end, how do people deal with this stress? Will it ever get any better? How do I trust anyone else? Will my broken heart be able to love again?

It sure feels like the sun won't shine ever again.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

:( I'm so sorry, sweetie. I can imagine how you feel ... you're not sure if you did the right thing because it hurts so bad. That's understandable. But if you can, keep your chin up and believe that it will get better. It sounds impossible, but trust me, it will. <3