Good bye January

Well January you have successfully been the worst month of my entire life! The year is already 1/12 of the way over, and I have wasted that time. So a month late but I am going to make 2011 be the best year ever!

Now some lyrics:

And I'm done hoping that we could work it out
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around
And, oh, I'm done thinking that you could ever change

I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay
Even on my weakest days
I get a little bit stronger

Doesn't happen overnight but you turn around
And a month's gone by and you realize you haven't cried
I'm not giving you a hour or a second or another minute longer
I'm busy getting stronger

My favorite line is "I'm not giving you an hour or a second or another minute longer" And really I am getting stronger. 

I leave for Florida in 6 days :) Just what I needed, the chance to experience new things and get out of Cedar City. When I get back I'm going to get my life back on track with all the things I used to want. I have big plans for my life and I'm ready to start going on them. 

I am putting myself out there and taking chances. I just want to know that I can do things without him.  

So here is to you February, lets make things happen and have fun doing it!